I need to keep THIS updated...

I deleted my old post from two months ago. It's been that long since I've wrote in here, so I'd rather reflect on the present and future.

I transported two of my political blogs from other sites, I may transport more of them with due time.

Anywho, I'll go over how my day went, I need to get some sleep, sorry.


Tuesdays are days I usually dread, I have to stay at school until at least 9:30 on most night because of my less fortunate scheduling. I was in chemistry today, mind you this room was at least 85 degrees without the additional body heat, I was dying, well, nonetheless it put me to sleep. I ended up having a some stranger wake me up telling me school had been canceled due to the snow. Oh, believe me, my day was much better from then on!

Oh yeah, me and Josh, well, more so Josh, I won't take credit for this, but we've been talking about his film ideas and props. The more and more we talk about it, the more I want to break off from school, even be it just say....one fall semester. Even though my participation in his ideas may be a full fledge appearance or one that doesn't involve me, I'd enjoy being around it. It's just a part of me that resonates that I never grasped earlier.
Not too add, I'm probably going to blow some of meh money on art & music supplies this weekend. Who knows, I could end up spending $50 - $300+, it's an obsession, erm...

When I got home today, I probably passed out at least 3 times, partially the reason why I'm up right now. When I did wake up I didn't have much time for a fucking thing, I had to start on homework more less right away, that's not without turning on the news about zeee election. =]

Obama has now won 10 straight and is now leading in all polls. I'm ecstatic. Hell, even my grandparents are questioning/leaning to voting for him. I forgot my dad was perhaps the most racist out of my family, yes, even more so than my grandparents, what are the odds? Nonetheless, I mentioned my excitement to him about Obama's wins tonight and about the only two words I heard from him there on was "Fucking nigger. Kids shouldn't be allowed to vote." I try to tell him that Obama is even half white, but according to my dad he's still a nigger. ::sigh:: I'm really not worrying about it, I keep myself educated on most things he finds useless to participate in, one being elections, he never votes.

Lately I've been attracted to so many people. I think I may be getting lonely? I don't know. I'll admit, some type of relationship wouldn't hurt. It's been since my last posts in December since I've worried about this. Oh well, I'm just going to blame it on hormones.

I'll try to keep up with this a bit more often from now on.