It's 7 AM....and I'm up.

Being the time of year it is, I don't know why I'm up. Even more so be it that I'm home alone and don't have to be at work till noon, nonetheless. I just kind of find it interesting that I'm awake at 7 in the morning.
I was kind of wanting a stereotypical, morning, messy hairy, high contrast, morning photo, but I suck at taking a photo and my hair isn't really that messy. I kinda look like I just straightened my hair actually, but parted it real gay. So, that's all good.

I kinda popped in over at Newton Falls yesterday. I wouldn't say it was THAT exciting, but it was just to get out of the house more so. Just getting away from a few things you could say. I've got a couple things on my mind that shouldn't be bothering me. We'll get on that later.
So, I spent probably a good 10 minutes trying to find Josh Bennett and Cameron, only later for them to find me when I happened to stop at Josh's when his grandparents were outside. We stopped at an open house, just to be nice and say hello and stuff, but ironically got treated rude at an after-party afterwards.
Didn't really feel like going to it anyways.

Of course we, plus Matt(BuzzKill) and josh, went over to Cameron's somewhere between there.

So, when I was about to leave, we stopped at the park just to chill, only for two kids, we'll call them McSmokealot and ClevelandLard, to just come back around and trying to start stuff with Josh and Cameron. Ugh, I don't like getting involved in things, but don't be a stereotypical dickwad with an IQ where you're too dumb to realize you said people I know were as good as dead and not know why I get a little antsy.
Of course I was called a pussy for trying to be civil.
That's a compliment. Cause where I come from holmes, I don't beat people's asses if they're talking shit.
That's was slightly interesting.

As far as things bothering me. They're simple, little, and just more of nuisance than anything. Kinda like a fly that just keeps buzzing around your head. I think one thing bothering me the most is this job. I knew any job was going to be rather lame, but the hours here are just...eh.
It's all cool though.

I'm going to go eat some breakfast.

Thursday Pt.1

So, I'm kinda writing this in a hurry before I leave for work, so it'll probably be short.

Today is thursday, last day of work for this week, I guess that's pretty good. The new Indiana Jones movie is out and I really wanna go see it too, but going to movies alone is lame, so hopefully somebody else wants to see it as well.

I forgot to post up yesterdays blog on myspace, and I'll probably continue this blog later when I get home, I don't feel like being late.

Errr...yeah.

So, I kinda know it's been a week since I posted last. I don't think many people are going to be that upset that I haven't kept up with posting.

I'll touch on last week, preferably friday with two quotes: "Wanna gang fight?" says the kid with a cast and "I'm not afraid to go back to jail." says the fat/balding/20 year old with a ridiculous log chain at his side.

Right now I'm trying to figure out how to get a rebate from Alltel for the new phone I got from them. Having a scanner right now would be really great, but I guess I can go spend 15 cents. I had a dream last night that our way of money was obsolete, that we were just using stones and such for our currency, it wasn't the stone age or anything, it was a rather advanced civilization.

I got a job finally too. The perk is always the money, but with any job there is a downfall. Two short 10 minute breaks doesn't really cut it for me, pretty gay I would like to say. I wouldn't say that I'm that social, but there are definitely people I use to talk to everyday that I can't talk to that much during the day for a number of reasons, they should know I'm talking about them right now. I'll keep in contact with them, even if it's just for 5 minutes. Haha.

Oh! I do get friday and saturday off though.
That's good.

It is kind of humorous that before this job I was an insomniac, now I just stay up late to get stuff of mine done. My schedule is so fucked up.

Whatever...

So, today is progressive and I'm kinda motivated, I like it.

I've been in a long slump with my art and music careers for awhile now. My art has now into, I wouldn't say pop art, propaganda art, or anything. Political, maybe. I'm not worried about detail as much I have been in the past, no. I'm more worried about the message I'm conveying to people and the reaction I get from it as well. Isn't that the sole purpose of any art form? To get a reaction and affect people in ways words can't.
This probably also means it'll be a short while before I'm writing again, I hope. I'll probably start all of this tonight, I work better when the sun isn't shining.

Otherwise, I'm pretty bored right now. Some people are away, others signed off, and even some aren't really talking.

I think I'm going to go eat some pizza and ice cream.

Lets Try This Again

So, I'm going to start blogging again. I took a break from it. Though this blog did become a little pile of poetic attempts. I deleted some just because I can and I don't want certain people to read it, because it's obvious who I'm talking about, in a respectable way of course, but I saved them onto my computer. So, if you ever want to come here to check out some of my poetry, a lot being on my myspace blog as well, go ahead. Be a critic too and say what you like or don't. So, there's the the update of this blog, I'm going to continue on now.

I finally finished my first year of college, I guess you could call it interesting. I don't really believe it's my best or right choice for me, but I'll probably stick with it unfortunately, because my other options aren't looking too well with the way this economy and such is looking. Since I'm out of school now, I'm looking for jobs, I think I may have gotten lucky with that. Of course I'm being vague because I really don't want anybody looking for me when I'm working. Paranoia, nah.

Much of what I wish from this summer break is just a good time. I want to get back into my old hobbies, chill with my friends, and that's about it.
With gasoline at $4/gallon it's only going to restrict me, not stop me.
So, now I'll try to sum up what I want this summer even more.

Friends, Music, Art, Love.
Simple pleasures...
...but they go far and they keep me sane.

I'll never be given any valor.
For the damage I gave of 100 suns.

Please stay here, just for a moment.
I've got a world to save.
Just a couple more seconds.
I've got no courage and I'm not brave.
I don't know when I comin',
comin' back to see your face.

Now darlin', it's been years.
A thousand for me,
and like oxygen to me,
but you left long ago in fear.

These trenches ain't got nothin'
These wounds,
They won't be shutting.
War, all the time.
Warfare
In the air.

Now darlin', it's been years.
A thousand for me.
and you're like oxygen to me,
but you left long ago in fear.